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Saturday, April 2, 2011

Undo Me

For the past few weeks I have been down. I feel like something is missing and I knew what it was but I wasn't ready to face it. God. I have been running, for what reason? I have no idea. Maybe lack of motivation? Desire? I'm not sure what. All I know is I am empty.

 Last night I was driving to pick up Leo from work, and I started praying, asking for guidance to bring me back to him. I need to know where I belong, I need a church that can help me get to where I need to be. Everything was lacking. I needed him to reach out and grab me and pull me back in. So after my prayer I was flipping through the stations and Undo by Rush of Fools came on. I have heard this song a thousand times, sang along too, but never really listened to the words. But last night I heard it clearly, really for the first time. This time it had meaning. It was everything I was crying out for and everything I needed in that moment. It's funny the little ways God can touch us , just in the right time, in the right moment. When we need him the most. This was my prayer......



Undo

I've been here before
Now, here I am again
Standing at the door
Praying You'll let me back in

To label me
A prodigal would be
Only scratching the surface
Of who I've been known to be

Turn me around, pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, I need Your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one
Who can undo what I've become

I focused on the score
But I could never win
Trying to ignore
A life of hiding my sin

To label me
A hypocrite would be
Only scratching the surface
Of who I've been known to be

Turn me around, pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, I need Your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one
Who can undo what I've become

Make every step lead me back to
The sovereign way that You

Turn me around, pick me up
Undo what I've become
Bring me back to the place
Of forgiveness and grace
I need You, I need Your help
I can't do this myself
You're the only one who can undo 
You are the only one who can undo
You're the only one who can undo
What I've become


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